{"id":250,"date":"2005-05-23T21:03:04","date_gmt":"2005-05-24T02:03:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/?p=250"},"modified":"2005-05-23T21:03:04","modified_gmt":"2005-05-24T02:03:04","slug":"its-not-the-blues-its-the-blackouts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/2005\/05\/its-not-the-blues-its-the-blackouts\/","title":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s not the blues, it&#8217;s the blackouts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bouts of depression blow: there aren&#8217;t two ways around it.  But what&#8217;s really worse than the whole feeling like utter crap &#8211; swimming up stream &#8211; crying at the drop of a hat for no good reason &#8211; wanting to do nothing but sleep ball of wax is the fact that I can&#8217;t remember a damn thing from one day to the next.<\/p>\n<p>I found a really neat camera case online this weekend (was it Saturday or Sunday?  I don&#8217;t know.) Sort of neoprene, wrap thing that would accomodate both the auto-winder I have and the camera body with a lens.  Came in all kinds of bright colors, all of which reversed to black.  And I&#8217;ll be god damned if I can remember where, or even the search I used to get to the web site I saw this on.<\/p>\n<p>And if I&#8217;m like this in my mid-30s, what&#8217;s another 20 years of up and down gonna do to my memory?  I&#8217;m really not looking forward to the day when I have to carry an index card around that has my home address and phone number written on it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bouts of depression blow: there aren&#8217;t two ways around it. But what&#8217;s really worse than the whole feeling like utter crap &#8211; swimming up stream &#8211; crying at the drop of a hat for no good reason &#8211; wanting to do nothing but sleep ball of wax is the fact that I can&#8217;t remember a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-250","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-depression","7":"entry"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/250","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=250"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/250\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=250"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=250"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.homemaderavioli.com\/woodstock\/weblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=250"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}